An interesting thing happened one morning a few years ago. I woke up and heard a voice; now knowing my penchant for jokes I’m sure some of you think that’s what I am about to do, write about something silly or make a joke. Well I might along the way for with me you never know but in this case, the voice was for real.
I heard ‘Get up and take a drive until you see the light’. I was sleeping next to my ex-husband at the time, (he has since passed on) and I rolled over and looked at him. But he was sound asleep, so it wasn’t him.
No other voice but one can speak out like that, so I got up got dressed and took off in the vehicle. Yes, I did. No questions; just up and out I went.
Without a fair thee well, I slowly meandered around the city until I found myself up on the South Hill. I was so relaxed I didn’t even check my watch or worry about what my husband would be thinking once he woke, I just wandered around looking at houses: ivy, flowers and the different little gardens all over the place as I drove. Soothed and comfortable, I turned down 14th off Grand and wandered down several blocks. On my left was...a garage sale (echo, echo, echo) but that of course wasn’t the light. However, unsure of how long I would be driving around I got out to stretch my legs and see if there were any good deals…since I was just passing by.
As I poked through every little thing on those tables, I began to feel a warmth; I looked up and right next to the garage sale was the most beautifully tended garden, the light was so bright I had to squint.
Well, I thought, so there it is. I walked over, opened the iron gate, and walked right into this stranger’s garden. I stood there looking around and all 24 paintings appeared in my head. Again I heard the voice, ‘I have something for you to do for me’.
Later as I drove home, I wondered, “Exactly why do you want ME to do this? I’m no preacher; a practicing Christian yes, but a writer? Let alone a writer of Christian material?” No way. I’m a little silly, very creative, but I’m your average Joe (Joette, haha) and at the time did not feel in any way qualified to write something for others to read, let alone something that I felt was being constructed by God.
Plus there were huge hindrances; my ex-husband would not allow me to paint, so that was going to be quite the road block to getting an illustrated book done for God. Then there was the writing issue. I drop more participles than a cook who makes egg drop soup and heaven knows (really) I can’t spell without a dictionary and I use commas like milk in my latte. And no one in Spokane had ever heard of me, I had stopped painting and even with great artworks in homes from my San Francisco painting era, a lack of recent production makes one disappear pretty quick even if one is pretty good. Nevertheless, it took a few years to get started, but I accepted the task without knowing what, when, why or how I was going to get the job done.
A bit later I began to notice lots of little events happening in my life that related to the specific paintings that hung around every day in my head. Instinctively I understood the paintings had symbolism that related to how one ‘read’ an artwork in the day of the old art masters. Instinctively I knew I needed to stick very close to what I did see in my head because the message for each was already there. As I worked my way through understanding the messages from the paintings, I found myself lacking from the messages in many ways, so first I began to change from within. Lots of time and lessons passed as this happened.
As the time passed and I could finally paint again; all the time between when I could not and when I could again is not worth mentioning here, but it did put me in a position to reach out for God and to hang on tight. And I began, although it has been a long and arduous journey on my path, now I am excited though to share what God wrought.
There is more but it is written in book two as a prelude to God saying, “Ok, you’re on a roll and you thought it was just one little book, Ha, that book will be a bit longer before it is finished but the art has been another great journey.”
I read the book and do not recognize the words as my own, if you disagree with what it says there’s no problem; come chat, I enjoy that. If you like it and want to reach out that’s great; you can find me at the store as I am almost always there, but call first if you want to make sure. I knew when I became a Christian I would be charged with finding a way to love everyone I met, no matter their circumstances; to not judge or choose sides, and I really believe God would find me lacking if that was something I did not practice.
For those of you who know me, God did not say I was not allowed to make mistakes and be a silly pill, so why not join me take a look and see what I got to see?